HOLY MOLY GEE WIZ

When we first fell in love, I felt my heart melt. I just wanted someone to love me the way you did. My hear fluttered, like nothing else. I felt something so amazing. But now, its like I’m your second choice. You may be around me a lot, but are you really there? I want someone to talk to too you know, not just for other crap. ANd the second I feel like getting angry, you prevent me from yelling, and I just hold it in. You say you want to hold me, and the second I do, you’d rather be doing something else. And when I talk to you about these things, you get all upset about them… but you never do anything about it… it isn’t fair. I try so hard to make you happy, when you’re upset I do my best to make you feel better… why don’t I get the same? You make me feel so horrible now. Its like, you don’t care about my feelings, you don’t want to listen what I really want to say. You don’t even take the time to actually talk  to me…. I don’t know… I’ve never felt this way before either. Never ever ever ever :/…. I’m not sure what to do because I know the second I show negative feeling, you won’t fight for me. You’ll just let me go and move one right away. And I’ll be right back to where I started.

(Source: museofagypsysoul)

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(Source: latura)

I’m really not happy at all right now. I hate this. Its almost as if I’m just there when he needs me.